I am on the porch...

My husband said to me, "When you turn 60 this year..." I did a double take, "No not this year, next year!!" My blood ran cold, really, how did I get this old?? I don't feel wise or mature. I do feel dismissed by society at large even though I feel vital and as if I am relevant still. I don't look my age until I see myself in the mirror, then I see my age. I don't want this to get away from me, this time of my life. I am going to document for myself this new place in my life. I read somewhere, use product to erase aging, cosmetic surgery etc. try anything to stop the process...You are still 60...Hmmmm